Well you say personal experiences count as you trying it yourself? I think so. I fully understand about suicide and I also understand that not every takes this the same way. I apologize if you took it to an offense due to your situation, but trust me... I understand a lot about it.
You don't need to be removed, it's cool. I goto school and so does most of the other people. I understand, the studio probably will only be active on the weekends.
Well have a good weekend and talk to you soon!