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Christmas and New Year is always a time of fun but with bitter sweet taste for me. Aside the funny moments and joy of the Christmas magic, I have some sad or melancholic thoughts from time to time.
Don't know why, thinking of some lost things and events that I missed. Foolish fights and agruings with people you love and value, and some really bad words that I feel shame of. Yes, now everything's okay, but some moments, situations and other things come to my mind and bring me back again.
As for the things you missed - I believe in fate and I know it leads me to the right destination. Now I know for sure, even if something really bad happens - it only opens new roads and ruins the old order of things which always leads to the good or what you deserved. Proved it many times both in my business and personal life. It always bump you in the right people in right time. You may look for something or somebody yourself, but the only right choice would be given you by fate at the right time. But lost capabilities come to thinking from time to time.
Faces of former friends and other people change each other. I remember our company of 4 people when we were studying in school, and I thought that we would be friends forever. Now I can't even clearly remember their faces. As Joe Cocker sang - we chose different roads.
Strange blog at this time, I know. But this is the other side of my Christmas waiting, aside fun and joy.
This Christmas will almost certainly be mad lonely for me. Especially, if I compare it to the Christmas last year. I'll have plenty of time to reflect on the past, whether I want it or not. Luckily, I've got a trip with friends planned for the New Year so I don't roll into depression completely...