It isn't about games and skins. I don't have blog anywhere, so I write it here.
Today I've realized that I'm not bound to what I'm doing right now. Yes, running my own business is nice, but I don't feel happy about it. I'm not doing "my" work... I mean it's only for money but nothing for soul. I've always loved to work with luxury clothes, as fashion industry has always been my favourite.
I've decided that 2018 would be the last year I'm running my present business. I would finish off with all loans and other debts, sell the whole deal and invest all finances in my dream. I'd open a boutique with those luxury accessories that can not be found within our main boutiques at Moscow.
When I realized it - I felt so increadibly happy. It's like when you run a long distance and already see the finish line ahead. Some more powers and you are done.
I'm not sure that it would be successful, but I wouldn't know untill I try. I don't want to regret the whole life that I haven't even tried it. Better to regret about things you've done unlike those that you was scared to try.
I remember a quot from one film - "There were those, who wished to follow you to battle, yet - remained behind. They came to hate you for the choices THEY wished to make." And I don't want to be among those persons at all costs.
Sorry about that, I just felt the need to share my thoughts somewhere... All of us may finish previous life and start the new one... and it makes the life forever wonderful =)
Releasing our tension is totally understandable- and yeah, I agree(I really did) with your statement, sometimes stuff that we did doesn't really satisfy our thoughts, they are just slowly killing us, stopping us from achieving our long dreamed goals
Regardless of how successful we are, but as long as we are pushing ourselves into works that we never enjoy working in, we only receive stress in return instead of happiness