I had hoped that I could command myself on the internet. To use it as I should have! But it seems that I am quite weak willed.

I am here again.

Perhaps a more substantiated resurgence will occur.

A mild resurgence.

I am here, again.

My resolve crumbles...

Again.

Again a mild resurgence.

I am here once again

I must say, my pernicious habits deny my the progress that I wished for. I hoped 2 years ago (according to this website) that I would make ZEBURNINGSKY and that it would be a good map, at least as good as ZErollerminefactory (or something) but alas, I simply cannot discipline myself to maintain any momentum that I have toward completing the task. I procrastinate. My dreams may never come to pass, and contemptibly not for the reasons of "rough times" which seems to afflict those with lower income, or in a hostile environment. (So I guess that even in abundance, there is hardship.) I am 98% responsible for where I am, and since I never really strongly desired my goal, I am only weakly bound by them. (I am a lost soul) I hope someday that I may "actualize" where I spend my time more "awake" and doing things that are more meaningful, and I know that I can achieve that but... Things tend to fail.

I hope to find my way, to know the machinery that is my brain/mind.

I display my presence here.